new xanga.. [again]
tee/hee.

http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=MAR__LENE

SUBSCRiBE.. THANK YOU.

ooOoaaaah stop making me blush..

great week ever.. besides the fact that i was in school.
i got to see 'HiM' every day..
except yesterday i never saw him the whole day & i was goin crazie.

he's so sweet & cool to talk with.
he's real & straight up.
his personality makes me weak.
he takes the time to get to know me.
he's fuckin' the best... in my eyes.

damnit i loooove it when he kisses me on the forehead
& his big hugs.
& when he grabs my hand.
& when he pulls me close.

i feel so safe in his arms & its like all my probs/stress goes away.
for once im happieeeeeeee.

can anyone tell?!!

im bubbly-ieeee & giddieeee
he has that affect on me.
he's so grreat; he's awesome.

blahh.. im so cheeeeeeeeeeeesy.

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finally here are pics of SCSO where i was modeling.. for those who waited.

me w/ sexie nikki cash

me in front of cory's civtegra

me & that cutie from usual suspects

i got on that bike for him ^^

me & my girl melissa

me, melissa with her sexie car & poket bike!

me & kaina

me & kaina again

me & sexie hottness sweetie alexia lei

me & cutie jasmine with her poket bike.. i want one!!

..and me!!

hope u like them.

im GiDDiEEEE all the time now.

talked friday nite.
at the end of fo'free saturdays, we talked.
chilled @ his car with his friends
went to waikiki.
hilarious time in the car
had to go back home once we got there coz my dad.
but he's a sweetie about it.
called me later on..
talked a bit sunday nite.

GiDDiEEE GiDDiEEE inside.

good news all day today.
his hug felt good between passing.
sitting next to him in class was great.
he let me copy his answers =]
walked with him to the end of the hall.
a sweet hug goodbye.
texts & phonecalls while im home.

'my boo' by usher & alicia is grrreat.

G i D D i EEE  

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to the person from the past:
       ive moved on. leave me alone. grow the fuck up. have ur friends tell some whack shiits.. real mature yeah. now that ive finally feel somethin real with 'one special guy' u try to ruin my life?! grow up. just leave me alone already & let us live our own lives.. apart. u cant take my happiness away.

he called on wednesday.. finally
somehow it's best we kept as friends
'the friend' wants to hollah @ me
they came to visit.
gettin' tickled most of the nite.
guys thinking pervertedly
wanted me to go out with them & model one of the cars.
plan for tonite or saturday instead.

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ive been 'giddie' about some guy lately
its odd how i dont go for them high school guys no more.
but why does he have an affect on me?!
damnit.
let's see how this goes.
we're so opposite though.. ima import girl & he's a thug baller boy
someone i'd never went for.. it was more of a skater racer kinda guy.
they say: 'opposites attract'
mom says: 'buddha will give u what u never want'

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FO FREE SATURDAYS
tomorrow after the game.

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with his 'connections', he got my #
we was texting most of the day today.
all giddie about that.
he's gonna call tonite

i bet you he's gonna call on sunday again.
i better not miss his call again.
i cant stand not talking to him.
'where the hell are you?!'
he's out tonite with the guys, i know it.
or i'll see him tomorrow at drift session.
god, i miss him.

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thanks to blacks of HS3!
this was from the carshow.. that's my friend melissa's car & poket bike.
CUTE HUH???!!!
the car is sexie.. its got burberry inside.
anyways more pics to come!!

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radford vs. waipahu football game last nite.. was CRAZiE!
went with student council, had a fuckin' blast!
i didnt understand @ all in the beginning.
thanks to mar[fe], by 2 qtr. i understood & i got so damn into it.
jumping, yelling, stressing out, the works babyy.
its fun tho when u finally understand.
and WE WON SUCKAHH!!
damn, we're gooooood.

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i should be out rite now with sean, garrett them..
SORRiE i COULDNT COME OUT.
see u guys tomorrow MAYBE on the cruise.
next weekend.. aiites?!